Im not girl, but not yet a woman....

Today the yearbooks were distributed, and it came with mixed emotions. I wont be returning to my school for my senior year because a new high school will open closer to my house. Signing year books today, god, i did really well, i wrote moderately long entries one or 2 ancedotes have a great summer ya know the usual, audreys was a challenge because i didnt want it to be too personal but i didnt want it to be eensy weensy either. she signed mine in 2 seconds flat "Lauren is GAY, but its ok because you play rugby, i cant wait for fall season and you freaking out about your hair, with meager amounts of love, audrey" mine was like a page long in her book. and sam i wrote like a page in hers aswell, what did i get "hey lady hope you have a great summer, nothing else to say, sam" like the people that really should have wrote something special didnt. it made me a little sad, in 50 years im going to look back and i dont know i would like something else to be there besides well the eensy weensy comments. audreys was cute i though but still, i dont know. i shouldnt freak out about this though.