Sabes que...estoy a tus pies!

thinking about a boy(and not the ones you would think). thinking about a boy i was friends with last year at the beginning of the year then i started talking to him a little bit then a little bit more these past few months and now, i dont know what to do! His name is Pvt. Blake atleast thats what he likes to be called cause hes in the army now (bad situation) in the army in georgia(bad bad situation for those of you that dont know, i like in Va) i mean he came home for thanksgiving and xmas break, which is when i really got to know him alot more. And over the past few weeks ive kind of fallen way too fast for him. i dont know what im thinking i dont even like army boys cause i hate the us government and i hate us being in Iraq and i dont know. i just dont like it in general. But hes amazing, i was having a bad week last week and i guess i kind of whined to him a little bit and he sent me 2 dozen roses they are amazing, i love them soo much. hes soo perfect for me, and why does he have to be soo far away, and the sad thing is, is that i have a boyfriend already but i dont even think about him a tenth of the time i think about the army boy. i have no idea what to do about him. he might be getting stationed in Nc, but still he will be sent to iraq i know it, i have 3 cousins there now, and granted they are all ok, its very nerve wrecking, and what woul i get out of this? if by some chance we decided to date i would seee him every like 3 months or so, more often is he's in Nc, but i would worry constantly and it would be very very hard. when we went out for new years i came soo close to kissing him i really wanted to. hes only been in any type of serious relationship once i think, and though that isnt much he always seems to know the right things to say and do and i just i dont even know the word for what i think about him! one of the nest things is that im finally over the other boys that wernt so great for me, there was like a slew of them that were just negative energy, including the f-word. he was online tonight and i imed him just to ask why he was on and we exchanged a few words but nothing meaningful, pretty much i just want him ut of my life, i dont want it how it was anymore and i just want to move on and god (blake) is AMAZING, i really wish i knew what the right thing to do is? i know he really likes me but at the same time he thinks its rediculous that i would think anymore about things because he IS in the army and it would be too complicated and stressful and, wow hes going to have a HuGE ego when he reads this in the morning. i dont really know what else to say, please leave me a comment about what everyone thinks i should do, i really care about him alot!