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Jon called
He woke me up this morning, it almost feels like it didn't happen, I was so sleepy, and he didn't say anything, but I just talked for like 10 minutes. Nothing intense, just telling him I missed him as my best friend and that I want to call him all the time and tell him things but I cant. And how I just want to be hugged by him. 
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Finally hitting me
Andrew is totally a fling, I mean, I knew that from the beginning really. Its finally starting to really hit me about Jonathan, about the fact I lost my best friend. Im having a super melancholy day and listening to death cab. I want to talk to him so bad.
 
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I screwed up
Today has been just bleh. I saved a kid from the pool today that was full fledged drowning. But I was soaking wet and cold the rest of the day. 

Totally knew I was getting the cold shoulder from Andrew. He was a little freaked by something I said the other day, I don't really know how to fix it. I just sort of asked what he and I were doing, I mean i didn't want him to get the idea that I was just fooling around with him. Anyways, so he was freaked I guess, I don't know if there is a way to repair that damage. 
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